So I was feeling pretty good about myself. My creativity was coming back, I was feeling good about life and things again… So of course that’s when life decides oh you finished all those lemons here’s a truckload more.
My roommate/best friend/family works for a company that he knew was basically going to sell to other companies. We honestly weren’t expecting it anytime soon, though they did give him a bonus to stay on for a year so we knew within that timeline probably. What we didn’t know is that the way they’d sell would basically make his job and probably many others just gone. The company is looking to piece meal their sale of the company, which means they make all the money and leave shit for everyone else. I honestly think we will be fine as my roommate is very good at his job and has loads of experience as he has done this for so long, but he doesn’t have any college education which might hinder his chances. So yeah we’re both a little worried.
What I really hate though is I was starting to feel good again, starting to get out of this funk of depression and the world is like… nope you need to stay there. And you know what FUCK THAT! I am so tired of being negative, I’m so tired of feeling nothing, doing nothing. I want to live again.
So world fuck you I won’t. I’m not going to give into the negativity this time. I am going to think positively and I’m going to start to do stuff that I enjoy again, and not just watching videos and staying at home.
Anyway YEAAAAHHHHHH fun fun.
I think I’m going to try and write something now… well maybe not right now but this weekend.
Cyan